im done trying to get you to love me.

if you only knew what i would give to be your everything. to be your world. i dont know what to do anymore. i cant keep sitting here and trying to make something happen that wont ever happen. if you only knew what you did to me. what you do to me.

its been a year now and i have yet to move on from you and get on with my life. i want to be with you. i want you to love me as much as i love you. but that will never happen and that litterrally kills me. 

im so broken.

“you broke my heart. you promised me the moon and the stars. i fell for your dreams i fell for your lies. there was no other way you know i tried.”

” i knew you could never love me, i had so much sorrow inside. you could never reach. but can i still keep a place in your heart?”

“there is something, i want you to know. i think you know exactly what it is. i didnt want to save you. i didnt want to save you. i set our house on fire to watch it burn. but i couldnt just leave you.”

ill always care for you. you’ll always have a part of my heart. im sorry i have yet to accept the fact that we wont ever be together. it honestly breaks my heart. 

from here on out, ill deal with it on my own, and stop dragging you into it.

i love you, forever and always.